Tuesday, January 9, 2007
-28 December 2006-
It's 2 more days before we're returning to Singapore!
It's getting more and more exciting.
I'll really miss Beijing,
but I wanna go home!
--
It was Chinese Economy class first.
I was still sick,
but I didn't want to miss Chinese Economy.
We have a test on it for goodness sake.
I felt really sick for a period of time in the classroom,
it was so stuffy.
I just felt like vomitting.
I was just waiting for the 10 minutes break the teacher always give in between.
I needed fresh air!
--
It was lunch after,
I was sitting alone when the guys all left for their basketball game.
I felt very comfortable sitting there alone.
All quiet,
watching people.
It's a very nice moment,
people kept asking me why I was seated all alone,
why was I always by myself.
Actually I prefer to be alone,
I'm not un-sociable or anything,
it's just when you're all alone,
you get to enjoy your surroundings more.
Absorb everything.
And I like it.
You seem to miss out on a lot when you're with your friends,
it's because you're trying to fit in,
and you're focusing your full concentration to your friends and their conversation.
So if any of you still have any doubts,
ask me.
I'd be more than happy to clear your doubt.
but please be sincere about listening.
I'm not required to entertain you.
--
It was Chinese Abacus next.

It was a head exploding lesson.

--
Hafizah, Juz, Dyla and I explored the neighbourhood of our hostel and bought stuff.
I bought wallets for my brothers, and a couple of DVDs.
Another fully conquered day.
It's 2 more days before we're returning to Singapore!
It's getting more and more exciting.
I'll really miss Beijing,
but I wanna go home!
--
It was Chinese Economy class first.
I was still sick,
but I didn't want to miss Chinese Economy.
We have a test on it for goodness sake.
I felt really sick for a period of time in the classroom,
it was so stuffy.
I just felt like vomitting.
I was just waiting for the 10 minutes break the teacher always give in between.
I needed fresh air!
--
It was lunch after,
I was sitting alone when the guys all left for their basketball game.
I felt very comfortable sitting there alone.
All quiet,
watching people.
It's a very nice moment,
people kept asking me why I was seated all alone,
why was I always by myself.
Actually I prefer to be alone,
I'm not un-sociable or anything,
it's just when you're all alone,
you get to enjoy your surroundings more.
Absorb everything.
And I like it.
You seem to miss out on a lot when you're with your friends,
it's because you're trying to fit in,
and you're focusing your full concentration to your friends and their conversation.
So if any of you still have any doubts,
ask me.
I'd be more than happy to clear your doubt.
but please be sincere about listening.
I'm not required to entertain you.
--
It was Chinese Abacus next.
It was a head exploding lesson.
--
Hafizah, Juz, Dyla and I explored the neighbourhood of our hostel and bought stuff.
I bought wallets for my brothers, and a couple of DVDs.
Another fully conquered day.
Jessica
7:35 PM
7:35 PM

